Bad day today. Whole body aching for th whole damn day . And, he found out something, and i got no idea what to do, but break down . J8>Shumin's house>Home w Ellis . I want time to rewind, very badly . I hope, you cn disappear from my life .
I always remeber what Cal said , and seriously, i'm gonna break down real soooooooooooooon :
i know that you've been thinking abt him every since the breakup . Stop getting yourself all over him , he ain't worth your love . Stop wasting your time on him , there are better guys outside , he ain't the only one in this universal .
You've held me up when i was down , you've cheered me on when i'm sad , you've accompanied me through those lonely weekends when ESC wasn't arnd . People will learn to appreciate you , like me , Shanti & Cheryl . Not forgetting Amanda and the rest . We'll always be there for you , no matter how worse your reputation gets , i only believe in what i see . Since he can treat you so cold , so badly . Why can't you just give him what he ought to get ? People often say forgive and forget , then you shall , forgive him for being rude to you , and forget about him . Gain more confidence , xal . He ain't the last one on earth . He has taken you for granted . Hence , you shall get over him . Why get so desperate for his love when you yourself knows that there isn't any chance to get him back into your life ? Stop tormenting yourself , cheer up k ? I believe you can , and i know that you can .
Letting my heart fall , deeper and deeper . My heart was yours, it was a keeper. But you let it go, it dropped and shattered. I cant find the pieces, they've all scattered . I get on the floor, trying not to cry. But how can I not, when my world is about to die. I want to crawl in a hole And stay there until I die, I am sick of the world . At least I did try .
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